I feel pretty awesome. \o/ Though I didn’t do it in a month (technically), I still felt pretty good. It reminded me of how much I love Yesung~ :> <3 And made me love him even more haha! :))

Why? That’s a pretty silly question. :) I don’t even like him. I love him. And why? Well… I just do. But honestly, it’s because it’ll take me ages to name every little thing that I love about him, and I don’t know if any length of a Tumblr post can handle those feels. So yeah. Saving you the horror~

But… I just love him. Every single bit about him. Up to what’s perfect down to his most flawed fact. He’s both perfect and imperfect in his own ways, and it’s what makes him Yesung and Kim Jong Woon. And those are the things that I like about him too. :)

Day 28: The prettiest picture of Yesung you have

Nothing, really. Even if i really was given the chance, I wouldn’t want to change anything. I know, it’s an overused line, but it’s what I really feel. Everyone has their flaws, and it’s one of the many things that makes people unique and perfect in their own way. I love Yesung the way he is. but really, maybe the only thing I want to change about Yesung is how he isn’t mine lol what ok kidding :))

Ohoho~ I’ve had almost 4 dreams about him (so far). This is the first one~

I was going around the house and decided to go over to my grandparents’ house (which was 2 houses next to ours, because the house next to us is my aunt’s house). As I looked outside, I saw by our neighbor’s house that there was someone sitting on their mini-balcony in front of their house. He was wearing a red v-neck shirt, black skinny jeans and rubber shoes. He was staring off into the sky with a smile on his face.

And  I was like…

Omg.

Is that.

Yesung?

O.O

I passed by once. Then went back home. And stared out again.

It really was him! O_O

Asdfghjkl. Then suddenly, I thought of showing him this photo I got (that had “oppa, saranghae” written in Hangul. Idk why I didn’t just run up to him and say it. I think I would’ve had a better ending. XD), but my sister was usng my laptop, playing Ragnarok (which is really weird, because she DOESN’T play MMORPGS o.O). She told me, “If it’s not important, don’t look for it.” And I was like ” :( </3 “.

THE END. XD Though there was this other sex dream that I had with Yesung, buuuuut….

…confidence~ I really remember that time on Miracle For You when he cried because he thought he had no fans. Omo~ I think he still doesn’t have that much confidence in himself as an idol (as Yesung, not as Super Junior). He deserves to be confident in himself and his skills~ <3

…get more roles in dramas, OST singing, theatre, musicals, CFs, etc. I’d love for him to have more things to do. I also miss his DJ-ing days at Miracle For You. :c And have more confidence in himself! \m/

Imma put it under a Read More, because it’ll be LONG. Seriously. XD Feel free to read it though! :>

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I would want him to do all the talking. I would just sit with him and listen to him. This is actually my greatest wish… I feel like he has so much deep inside. So much thoughts, feelings, questions, worries, doubts, fears… I want to know them. I want to let him know that there’s someone who’ll listen to him. Who believes in him, wants to help him, wants to love him so much… It seems impossible for that to happen in 10 minutes, but… It’s something that I’d really want to do for him. Then I guess we can just talk about anything he wants to.

I wish he’d be the lead of something~ A musical, movie (I think comedy and romance would be nice; not so much of heavy action…) or even in drama series! That would be so cool. :> And then I’ll go ASDFHJKLKWQIUEYRGFBCKOPDUHJKFEWGYUERHNJ every time I see him. :))